Zzzz………..

I know, I know. I haven’t blog on this site for a whole week. But I did blog on the other site.

Truth is… I have been really busy. I’m not sure if I’m busy earning $$$$$ like what HYL said…. but I have been busy mainly with work and my other ECAs….

I’ve been going to bed at about 3am almost every other night. Twice I found myself nodding off over my laptop and almost hitting the keyboard…

This is what I’ve felt like doing for the past week… find a tree and hide under a blanket….

Hopefully tomorrow will be better…. and I can write about my chick trip.

But for now, me want to go to zzzzzzzz

before I get a bump on head or worse, flatten my laptop….

Goodzzz nitzzzzz

Parliament dissolved! Got holiday or not?

NEWS FLASH!

Just heard on the radio. Parliament is dissolved.

That means election is round the corner, probably int he first week of May.

Not that it affects me as it’s a walk-over in my constitiency but it’s still exciting.

Called up hubby to tell him the news.

Like any typical Singaporean, he said: “Wonder when is the election. Will there be holiday?”

Knowing the ever productive Singapore government, it will probably be on a Saturday, to minimise work disruption.

Wait a minute… my husband isn’t a Singaporean leh….

Oh no! He’s been infected!

*EDIT*

I just heard. Election is on 6th May. A Saturday. Our government is so predictable.

Peace & Quiet

I’ve been driven up the wall for the last 2 days…..

I can’t hold a decent conversation on the phone. I’ve had to turn up the volume on my radio. I can’t even hear myself think. I’m seriously thinking of digging out my mufflers to use tomorrow.

My place is having a major upgrading. Part of the major upgrading exercise announced by the government last year…. which was of course a prelude to the election soon. Yeah, every Singaporean knows that such bonuses normally mean that election is round the corner. Of course not that I’m complaining… I mean upgrading is good right? It will increase the value of my place.

But what I don’t understand are some of the things that they upgrade/ maintain.

What’s been driving me up the wall the last few days is the Rat-a-tat-a-tat that’s going directly below my place. They’re demolishing the footpath…to make it ‘nicer’ with new cement.

Huh? I know my eyesight isn’t as good as it used to be….but I looked left and I looked right and I looked all around but I still failed to see what is the difference between the ‘new’ footpath and the ‘old’ footpath. Better cement perhaps? Now what would have been really good and useful would have been a ramp to link the carpark to our block. It would have been useful for the handicapped, the elderly and generally when we need to use a trolley. Of course that’s not in the upgrading plan.

I know, I know. I sound like another ‘whining’, ‘complain queen’ Singaporean. But seriously, the town council people make some strange things. I’ve often wondered if they stay in HDB flats like the majority of the Singaporeans and know what we need.

You know, I was stumped momentarily the other day when I was asked who my MPs are… Truth is, I’ve never had a chance to vote ever since I’ve been able to. It’s always a walk-over in my estate. And because there’s no fight, the MPs don’t need to do the usual stuff like visit the wet market and shake the vegetable seller’s hand, or go to the coffee shop and have a cup of kopi with the uncles. They also don’t go round the blocks and visit the residents and hug the babies. You get my drift? Sigh…. And people wonder why Singaporeans are so ‘bo chap’ about politics.

Now please don’t get me wrong, I think the government has done alot of rights. At least we do have a stable country and my estate is clean.

I guess the Rat-a-tat-a-tat noise for the last few days is making a monster out of me. Hey, don’t blame me. I work from home and when I have to tell my client to “please speak louder because I can’t hear you”, it gets really frustrating. At one point I almost wanted to take a big hammer and knock out the machine. Arggghhhh!

Enough of this ranting. I guess I better savour my peace and quiet for now as it will start again in 14 hours’ time. Think I’ll go have an ice-cream to cool down.

Oh yes, I found out and remembered who my MPs are. Information courtesy of this very nice, free calendar that was given out beginning of the year.

PEACE

Most Loved – 最愛

Watched My Girl and I tonight. A Korean movie starring Cha Tae Hyun and Song Hae Kyo. About lost of first love.. the genre is very similar to many Korean movies, only that this time round, this is actually the remake of the very popular Japanese movie, “Crying Out from the Centre of World”. The movie was ok but not great.
http://www.festivefilms.com/coming/coming.htm

Very simply:
Su Ho, a simple, ordinary teenager, and Su En, the prettiest girl in the local village fell in love with each other. The first hlaf was fairly funny as it was the about them dating. Then one day, Su Ho discovered that Su En had leukemia. The rest of the movie is when you’re supposed to bring out your hankies. Which I didn’t.

But it did bring about much thoughts. Perhaps because at this age, as my ex-boss/ mentor once told me, is when you start hearing about deaths and regrets from friends.

What brought about this thought? The grandfather scene.

When Su Ho’s grandfather, as an undertaker, had to prepare for the funeral of his first love.

In that cold room, as he embalmed her, and then slowly caressed her, he said: “We finally meet again. Why is it so so difficult for us to meet? In my next life, I want to be with you again. Please wait for me. It will not be long before I join you.”

In those few lines are a thousand regrets. Many would say it’s sad to loose after loving. But it is even sadder when you could never be with the one that you love and live with regrets of “what if..”

I’ve always loved this song by George Lam in the movie Passion (http://www.cinematheque.bc.ca/archives/ja98chff.html)

Most Loved – 最愛
在世間尋覓愛侶 尋獲了但求共聚
Seeking our love in this world, hoping to be together when we find it
然而共處半生都過去
But after spending half a life span together
我偏偏又後悔
I am now regretting

別了她原為了你 留住愛亦留住罪
I left her for you, retaining love but also guilt
誰料伴你的心今已碎
The heart that stayed with you is now broken
卻有她在夢裡
Yet she is in my dreams

為何離別了 卻願再相隨
Why do we hope to meet again after parting
為何能共對 又平淡似水
Why is it tatseless like water when we could be each other
問如何下去 為何猜不對
How do we go on,, can’t I get it right?
何謂愛 其實最愛只有誰
What is love, who do I really love?

任每天如夢過去 沉默裡任寒風吹
May each day pass like dream, silence amongst the wind
誰人是我一生中最愛
Who is my greatest love
答案可是絕對
Is there a right answer

When I was 20, the world stretched before me, now it is no longer so. No, I don’t have regrets. I have been lucky. But in the often bustling world that we live each day, I sometimes do wish the world could slow down just a little. Sometimes I forget. What a miracle it is to meet the one I love, to have my family and to have known the many friends and people along the way.

Chinese calls this 缘分.

I think I must have done well in my previous life.

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